Why are we so afraid of solitude? I am now home alone as Hanna and the girls are in Croatia for two and a half weeks. And while I understand my feelings of emptyness and the feeling of purposelessness they are my everything…
I find myself filling the apartment with sounds and lights, wishing that people would come over. All so I would not be alone, the habit of noise and business around me. Time I should now cherish and seek Gods face. It is so hard to actually settle down and enjoy the silence.
